Yes, I did sin and had done things I should not have. What's the solution? Cry more? Repent more sincerely before God can forgive me?
The God who cannot tolerate sin is the same God who sent Christ to die on the cross for us.
"Come now, and let us reason together,"
Says the LORD,
"Though your sins are as scarlet,
They will be as white as snow;
Though they are red like crimson,
They will be like wool.
Isa 1:18
6 If we say that we have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness,
we lie and do not practice the truth;
7 but if we walk in the Light as He Himself is in the Light,
we have fellowship with one another,
and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin.
8 If we say that we have no sin,
we are deceiving ourselves and the truth is not in us.
9 If we confess our sins,
He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins
and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
10 If we say that we have not sinned,
we make Him a liar and His word is not in us.
1 John 1:6-10